...And The Reason Why I Write Forced Climaxes Into All My Stories.
Over the span of a decade of crafting (and collecting) rape stories, to include also trading pictures, I’ve had plenty of readers and admirers of my work, ranging from the young and the old, all genders and many ethnic groups that understand English, who have always asked the same question. "Sir Stone, when you "write" the rape of your victims, why do they always have an orgasm?" An understandable question no doubt, for those who like their rape fantasy more closer to real life, they would say the odds of a person having an orgasm during an actual rape is astronomical and many don’t believe it is possible, no matter how much time and attention a rapist takes to ravage their victims. Even if the woman had a strong, sexual nature or horny as hell, the fear generated by rape would drown out, any real sexual urge, so writing a victims climax in a story that’s trying to sound "real" to life, takes away from the reality of the story, thus making it almost far fetch.
I’ve also been told, to write an orgasm for a woman who is being raped, is making the assumption that all women "want it" sounds a bit "sexist" at best. I have even been told, that I create the victim’s climax because of some dumb shit "sense" of guilt, which makes me feel like I have to give the victim something as a reward for enduring such a horrendous crime. I would give strong validity to such claims and I would even change the way I write the assault of the "stars" of my stories, if it were not for my personal views and few facts. Let me put to rest, the easiest accusations first, because those are directed towards my personal feelings and why I write what I do. Number one and foremost, I feel no guilt whatsoever, for what I write. I love what I do, every fucking part of it. I love writing the suspense, the mystery, the carnal urge, the hunt, the chase and finally the assault.
I love it.
I love the energy of rape, it’s sheer, naked power. I love the raw aggression involved, and how primordial it all feels... Everything in this universe vibrates at a certain frequency and everything that vibrates, changes it’s vibrations and frequencies depending on the job. Even as you read this, your body is vibrating differently, then if you are cooking, talking, working or even sleeping. Even sex has it’s own vibration and that vibration (I feel) is made pleasurable among all creatures both big and small, because that is the vibration, that induces procreation, which is important for continuation of the species.
If my hypophysis is correct, then it is safe to say within sex itself, there are vibrations and frequencies that are enjoyable to some but not so much to others. It is the sexual frequency of "forced sex" I love to vibrate to, for to me, that vibration, that gives me and many like me, their enjoyment. I must admit, in the beginning I did feel some personal guilt on many levels because a part of me, does feel "actual" rape is horrendous, but even though I feel that way, I am still drawn to any movie, documentary or News story, that involves rape as long as children are not involved. Afterwards of course, my higher self, the part of me that vibrates and lives in the purple energy, reconciles the difference between fantasy and reality and I do feel a certain sympathy for the victims, depending on their circumstances.
Let me also confess that my love for forced intimacy is not restricted to gender or ethnic restrictions as with most. As I said, I love the energy of rape in all it’s aspects. The vibrations are so strong, so potent, so intoxicating in it’s "pure" state, that no matter whose involved, I can’t help from masturbating on it’s richness. Whether it’s a woman involved as the victim or a man... Whether it’s one on one or gang related, It matter’s not to me. All that matters is the energy... The delicious, herculean vibration of a physical assault saturated with a sexual compulsion. Secondly, I write about orgasms and climaxes because I love orgasms and climaxes.
There is nothing more closer to the ambrosial divine, than the human body coming as close to death as it does at the moment of "physical release". Out of all the things I have experienced in my life, I admit whole heartedly, cumming is the best feeling of all. Understand, it is just not my orgasm that I love, but anyone... Everyone! I love the sound of men and women alike during the climax. The louder the sound, the more extreme the body movements, the better I love it. Hell, I wish the world could exchange "climaxes" as a greeting, instead of "hello". I love the sound of a person during climax, the feel of the body during orgasm, the smell, and even the salty flavor of the body, at the point of orgasm. I love doing it and inspiring others to do it. When it comes to my lovers, I’ll make them cum as many times as possible. I’ll use my hands, my fingers, my penis, toys, oils, creams and my favorite object, my mouth. I will lick it until climax, suck it until it shudders, suckle it until it spasms, jerks and screams... I LOVE ORGASMS!
I will not cum, I can not cum until the one I am fucking cums first, cums hard and cum as many times as possible. I love the look of the human body, laying across the bed after climax... Sweaty, spent, chest heaving and barely able to catch their breath. I love watching my lover surrender to sleep after I have sent their body from one orgasm to the next. I will use my hands for the first climax, then my mouth for the second and sometimes the third, then my penis as the grand finale. I have watched some lovers literally cry, because the next orgasm I send them into, is so good, it is almost painful. If I meet a woman, who tells me she has a strong sexual drive or cums easily, she becomes my fantasy. Making her cum repeatedly becomes my joy. Even if we don’t stay together, neither of us ever forgets the other and if we should meet again later in life, unless she is married or extremely loyal to her new boyfriend, we will wind up back in bed, reliving old passions.
Then there is the idea of forcing myself into another person, and forcing that person to accept my liquid "genetic" package into them... It’s a pleasure akin to "breeding" but the pleasure is more like planting a part of my mind, my body, my soul into the other person. A part of me that will be with them for the rest of their lives. So even after the rape is over, the transference of liquids ensures I will be with them forever! So for me to write in a "forced orgasm" is nothing more, than enjoying the concept of someone going into the tail spin of a dark pleasure most foul. In regards to forced orgasm, I have always felt that it was more reality, than most people would admit. From all my studies of the human body, I have come to see that though it is organic, it is still mechanical with many of it’s functions and many times, the mechinics of the human body can be "induced" by an outside stimuli, if the right conditions are met. My task, was to find this proof, so my writings would have some validity and could be read and accepted as a point of possibility, rather than just some crazy writers fantasy. I needed my readers to understand, that they could be raped and they could have a "sexual release" even if fear and shame were the dominating emotions at the time.
So lastly, I want to bring to share with you the true "facts" and cogency of forced orgasm. According to an article on the web-site "Clinical Forensic Medicine" after years and thousands interviewed, this was wrote in 2003.
Sexual arousal and orgasm in subjects who experience forced or non-consensual sexual stimulation – a review
Interesting huh? Now understand this is not the only serious scientific or psychological journal or web-site that has come to this conclusion, and there have been many women I have met, either in the real world or here in cyber-space, (who also partake in this fantasy) who have confessed to me, that they too had a "climax" during a sexual assault, which at first confused and led to attaint or self-loathing. Some have lived in personal shame, seek therapy or question even who they are, or detest themselves, until finally embracing the truth of their ordeal. Which is, their climax had more to do with the "science" of their bodies, then with their minds, or some "secret" intent. They have had to live with this "guilt" because of the "great lie" laid out by society (and the court system) that any woman who receives any form of stimulation akin to "pleasure" whether it was Vaginal moistness or orgasm, then the woman wasn’t actually raped.... She wanted it.
This form of archaic thinking have kept more women in the shadows, never reporting their abuse or their abuser because of the stigma attached and the personal disgrace that some high priced, sleze-bag attorney, have heaped upon the head of a victim, turning her into a "slut" in a court of law and the eyes of the public. Nower days even though the courts still have far way to go, in regards to sexual abuse, they do have a different outlook when it comes to rape, such as "no means no" so "forced climax" as a form of defense is rarely used successfully.
I’m not going to quote every site and every expert opinion because that would be redundant and plain boring and I feel this entry has already bored of you readers. If your curious about finding out more information about "forced orgasms" during an actual sexual assault, do the research on your own... Very fascinating reading. Goggle can be a great help leading to many sites as well as sites geared around scientific and psychology studies and journals. I will leave you with this link below because I think it’s a damn good article in regards to "forced orgasm" due to non-consent sex and the response is wrote from someone I got to know a while back, from other sites. Her name is Colleen, and she is a very intelligent, very heady, conceptual thinker and scholar (and I have to add) one of the "hottest" Asian American princesses, I have had the pleasure with once meeting. Several years ago, she was sexual assaulted and left very confused because her experience was not what "society" said it should be. After years in therapy and her own indomitable self analysis, (which I feel helped her most) she came to an understanding of what truly happened that night.
Now to the men. Guys please don’t think your safe from this experience because we are not. Just as a woman can achieve an orgasm from an unwanted sexual act, we are just as susceptible to this forced "bio-mechanical" stimulation as the women, maybe even more. Depending on the act, the technique used and of course the human body a certain number of men can and have either obtained an erection or have even achieved orgasm from a sexual assault. I have wrote many stories dealing with the facts that I am about to list below and I think some of you men will find this shit interesting. A man achieving orgasm from a sexual assault is not uncommon, impossible or rare. Nor does it matter if the man being assaulted is straight or gay or his sexual preferences. Yes in a lot of cases this happens in Prison as one would expect, but it is not the only time. Many straight and gay men have been made overly intoxicated, or have been drugged and they have woke up finding themselves being penetrated or in the act of being raped, while fully hard and erect from either hand or oral stimulation, or going through the throes of an unwanted orgasm. (How delicious) The below quote is from a web-site called, "Male Rape Myth and Facts" and below that is the link.
Myth: Getting an erection or ejaculation during sexual assault means you "really wanted it" or consented to it.
Reality: This is one of the things that can cause male rape survivors a lot of confusion and guilt when they do not know how things work. For a start I can honestly say that getting an erection shows nothing other than your body responds how it is suppose to do. It is a totally normal thing to happen and has nothing to do with desire. Have you never been on a bus, or sat in an office meeting, and it has gone hard all by it's self for no reason. Basically, unless you have some medical condition that stops you then you will get an erection when it is manipulated. It is a result of stimulation, and it does not matter if you do not want it to happen or not. There is little you can do to stop it most of the time.
Sadly, some males become confused and think an erection equals arousal equals them wanting it. In reality all it means is that part of the body has nerve endings that respond to touch and that touch can be wanted or not wanted, pleasant or non pleasant. With lubricant you will have even less choice as to how it responds to touch. It is the same as the body will respond to someone tickling you and you will probably laugh, but if it is done at a time or by a person you do not want to tickle you it will still respond.
If you were penetrated, the pressure in the prostate gland also will cause an erection. Anyone who has ever had a DRE (short for Digital Rectal Exam) of the prostate at their doctors will know that getting an erection often happens during the examination. Now as far as ejaculation goes, again this is a very normal thing to have happened. In fact, the rapist will very often go out of their way to make sure that you do ejaculate, in order to try to make you more ashamed, (adds to their dominate feeling of power) and also they know it will likely reduce your chances of reporting the crime. First off, it is because it is a normal reaction to stimulation. Second, the pressure on the prostate will, by it's self, release some fluid, making the penis more sensitive to that stimulation. In fact, it is possible for a doctor to obtain a semen sample during a DRE. Pressure on the seminal vesicle will likewise release a lot of fluid, and could resemble ejaculation to some extent, although may feel different.
One other thing to remember, is that ejaculation against your will, and an orgasm when having a "wanted" sexual encounter are, two totally different things.
Personally, I find both concepts a total fucking turn. It was from these and other sites, which explained the effects of outside stimuli of this "bio-mechanical" engine, we call a body that led me to create the ultimate rapist. You see the human frame is no different than any other organism it responds to whatever outside input it is subjected to and most times, it does matter nor most times care, what the "thinking" mind believes or wants. In other words, create the proper stimulation, in the right environment, at the right time, do it hard enough and make it long enough and the organic bio machine called the body responds and produces the desired (or undesired) results.
If you lower the temperature the human machine, it automatically shivers. If you raise the temperature high enough that same bio-machine sweats. Deprive it of nourishment and it hungers, keep it alert and moving long enough and it will require rest. Many times, it matters not what the mind or the soul (if you will) wants, for the mind and the soul rides in the bio-mechanical vehicle, and it will respond to outside stimuli. Yes, I agree the mind does play a very important role as the decision maker of the body, the point I’m simply making is it is possible to make the body lead the way and the mind follow, even if it’s following kicking and screaming along the way.
It is this concept that gave birth to my creations of a particular brand of rapist. He is not simply sloppy, fast, extremely violent and quick to cum. No my dears, that would leave the victims of my story feeling some form of vindication for their nonacceptance and noncompliance, thus giving them a larger soap box to cry from. My rapist is far more devious than that... He is slow, precise, methodical and a thinker. He takes his time when he ravages his victim. He attempts to sexual consume them body and soul. His whole reason for being a "rapist" is not to just be violent or feel powerful, even though those things do play a factor. What gets my characters off, what makes him or her enjoy what they do, what makes them search the streets, the bars and the internet looking for new victims both men and women is the fact, that he or she enjoys pitting their overwhelming, carnal, lust against someone else’s overwhelming rejection and total disgust.
To my characters who commit rape, the ultimate pleasure is not simply the rape... That is a small part but also reaching into the mind of an unwilling victim, who feels nothing but hatred, anger, fear, loathing and shame and not only raping them, but also heaping the final humiliation upon their heads by making their bodies respond "pleasurably" to something they didn’t want nor asked for. My characters has studied human psychology and human physiology and understands, not only the thought process of a victim but the physical body of a victim as well. He or she feels anyone can rape.... Anyone who is strong enough or shrewd enough, can rape. But only a true and gifted artist of "non-consentual sex" can reach into another person’s body and "tear" from them an unwanted pleasure while totally violating every thing moral inside, every possible way.
That my friends is having "real" power over another human being... That is real control... That my friends is the ultimate humiliation of another person’s mind, that is called the forced orgasm! Everything else is limited, everything else falls short because in the end, the victim still wins by not surrendering their true moral standing by not sexually cooperating or responding. In doing so, they have denied the rapist, making him feel worse, then when he or she started. Even though they were victimized physically, mentally they beat the rapist at his own game. So how can anyone get any satisfaction from total sexual conquest, if there is no true "total" sexual conquest?
The rapist never had "total" control, only partial. He never had "true" power, only the very limited power of one dimensional physical strength for he never got into the mind or the soul, so rape was simply a waste. If fact, all he got right was the timing of being at the right place at the right time. He was too sexually selfish, too lazy and too stupid to really get the most of his attack. Because of this, his victim actually won. For they were not truly "raped" but sexually assaulted.
For my stories, the act of rape must be deeper... More mindful... The assault must move beyond the total rejection of the mind and directly into the body itself. As long as the body resist and does not respond, the victim’s will is stronger and supreme and it always win out. By making the victim climax, it reaches into the victims soul and they surrender knowing, who had the real control and the real power. That is something that stays with the victim for a long time, so in fact, the rapist and the victim are locked together forever. It is said, if you really want to make your body do what you want, visualization and an emotional response locks the desired result into the "hard drive" of the mind.
Rape is an emotional response, the act of climax locks this foul type of pleasure into the hard drive of the mind. Thus the victim can rarely go back to "regular" sex again, and achieve the same amount of pleasure. Now your victim who hates her rapist, can only achieve total pleasure, unless some form of "strength" is involved. This also creates a deeper guilt because the victim finds pleasure in the "concept" of force, even though they are still turned off and disgusted by the very act itself.
This is why I chose a rapist that induces climaxes and orgasms with every rape, only because my rapist wants his act to stay fresh in his victims minds and locked in their souls and bound to their bodies....
Forever.
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